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Take all of your inner feelings
And expose to me your deep secrets
Write me a lullaby
So when I read it I know its mines
Trace me a song
So when I hear it I wont feel so alone
Release all waterfalls
So I can make them into ponds
Write out all your pain
So when I finish reading it…. your future I can mantain

Pride

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We hide looking for a answer to our trials

We stand alone trying to see for miles

We don’t want to be judge by making the wrong decisions

So we hide until we become very precise with our decisions

Sometimes were afraid of proving to the world what’s in us

So we hide inside this dark hole waiting for someone to give us a push

We stand on a limb taking chances everyday

And today I took a chance to show you my face

All in you
I’m in need of a pair of ears
My eyes need to cry a few tears
Im in need of many helping hands
And working legs so I can stand
Sometimes I need a matching heart
And a soul that will walk with me through the
Great vine
Maybe someone who I can trust to guide me
in the dark
On days I just need some one else to where my
Pants
So they can be my mirror and I can learn from my
Reflection
I need a soft and firm voice to guide me
Someone who can show me how to let down my
Shield so I can show the real me
Rationally someone who has no feelings
That’s the only way I know that there being true while
We’re beating this
I wish my heart could be mended
Take all the heart ache and pain from in it
A birdie told me I have all the help I need
All Ii have to do is look deep inside and see
All the beauty of your inner mind
Has the ability to be strong
If you don’t try is the only way you go wrong.

This Man

There’s a man blocking my view

A man who I thought I once knew

His fairy tales told me truth

His insecurity verified his youth

Who is this man I thought I once knew

He planted another seed

One that he did not plant in me

He scarred my flesh

And now my dignity is all I have left

A woman mind, body, and soul

Is to supposed to be a man’s Gold

This stranger abused his love, gold, and

My soul

And now I ask myself will I ever again feel whole

Who is this man I thought I once knew

What prevented him from telling me the truth

My subliminal perception of the man you are

You could never be,  by far

And now trying to slip away

I wish the memories would fade away

There’s a man blocking my view

Am man I wish I never knew

A Woman

A woman can be shallow

A woman can be humbled

A woman scorn can be dead

But a woman who is being acrimonious

Is always prepared

A woman’s skin is armored

Untouchable to the bone

A woman allows her love to be known

Stuck

Why live a life that you’ve already lived
Why stay with someone who you can’t even stand
Is love as strong as you make it to be
Or is that what your mind is making you believe
He might show you days of happiness and joy
But does that equal to the pain
that he brings you and calls sweet love
With him you can never do right
but you can always do wrong
You can never please this man
So now your in an situation that you have to stay strong
For ever my lover
For ever my man
Was the stand we took when we first jointed hands
But I would be punishing myself if I ever quit him
Because in mind… there’s no one else I would rather be with
I’m trapped in an world that I wish I could escape
And don’t tell me it’s easy
Because it’s not what you think

Silent Cries

As they went
we cried
Tears dropping from our eyes
I’we know they went for a good cause
As those days after they died
Past by
We see we have to go on with our lives
But some lives still won’t be complete
Because we they are now without them
Now crying on our knees
But like I said we got to move on
With them in our hearts
And us staying strong

Reality

As I look past your eyes

It takes me as no surprise

To know that the external part of you

Is just a disguise

As I look deeper into your eyes

I start to realize

That you were the downfall of my life,

And I use to tell myself it’s alright,

But deep down inside I knew it was a lie,

I look even further inside

And I see there’s no clarity,

And I realize that you cannot provide me sincerity,

You will never compare to me,

That you and I will never be

Your eyes have no longer had to tell the truth

Your heart now speaks for you,

Your disguise has made me grow

My head is no longer low

My body is no longer sore

My words is no longer silent

And I no longer have to deal with your violence

Now let’s get serious…

The pain you caused is my gain

And now your loss, you now have no reason to complain

Me and you defines disparity

And now it’s clear to me

I got to leave

And I want you to just let me breathe

A person can only handle so much

And now I give up

I have strived to be the best wife

There’s no use of trying to justify our wrong

Or our rights

I have cried

And now I’m saying Goodbye

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